Forgetting when I wrote this down -_-

Hello my blog my best friend ever

I wanna tell you about my line, my best line maybe. Haha I wish I had one more happiness.. more and more. You know that I started my life with a sadness. It was a dark prior times ever. Thankful for God blessed us to make me and my family stronger. As you know, I have a better life. Better point of view to do something.

Many other thought that those period was so hard. I considered different, without  this pain I would not to be like this. I would not being a wonder girl, I guessed. So I would like to say big thanks for my grandparents from my mother, my sister of them, their children, and so on.

In my life, I perceived having just some family. My father’s parents, and grandmother’s of my mom. Not at all. I am not trust everyone. Yet I am a positive thinker. Life is always realistic. You had a past, you must be better. You dont need believing everyone had hurted you. They act a good attitude? You have to trustme. It is bullshit. A pretty bullshit.

I forgive them, that doesnt mean I forgot everything. I behave good with them, just not respect. I dont believe in a big quantity.

That is why, I always try to forget every past memories. In my deepest said that every past is pain. So if I wanna be happy, I have to remove all of em. Sadly.

I grew up in the great loving family. My charming dad, my wonder mother, and sure my cute twinbrother. I devoted myself to be their pride. I promise. They are awesome. I want to stay be sweet child of them ever after. I will be missing the way my dad and my mom give me more care when I don’t wanna eat anymore. I will be missing when my brother look after his beautiful sister. Haha what a tremendous perioud. I will cry loudly someday, or scream instead.

If you forced me to tell about my past, I can’t do anymore. I dont wanna be crying whatsoever. I am used to be a tough like a rock. I believe if you asked the rock which water make him fragile, the rock will kill the water as soon as possible.

That is true if sadness had a big influence to the degree of life quality. Human never be happpy ever after. It has been written and said. When will I die, I born, I laugh, I cry. It is decided.

It is being connected to be the basic of life, anyway. Haha

God prepares my best life. My superbright future. The Fabulous Destiny is gonna be with me. Sad or Happy, it is subjective where you get the point ;D

Thank you my Lord.

Hortatory Exposition

Plastic Bags Reduction for The Environtment

The Global Warming makes peopple getting crazy to live in. Seasons becomes unpredictable in the  entire of the world. The Environment is felt as unfriendy for the coming of disasters one after another. What can we do to save our planet? The simple way to help the environtment  by reducing waste especially the undegradable litter like plastic bags.

Plastic bags is claimed to be degradated between 45 until 1000 years. So, will the litters stay in that period? In fact, it still be in debate how long plastic bags degradated. Some experts even said that it might be take no longer than waiting for the doomsday. It grows stadily, but no reduction instead. Thats why plastic bags build a huge environmental pollution.

There is a big risk whether we pack food especially the hot food with plastic bags. It is very dangerous since its unconcrete substaince melted then mixed within the food. Plastic bags also pollute the food chain as its wasted in everywhere and destroyed the enviromental equilibrium. The undegradable litter poisons the soil, the water, and also the air.

It is needed 430.000 gallons of oil to produce 100 million to 5 trillion nondegradable bags worldwide. The number of plastic bags are produced and discarded anually. The lifestyle requires  the most simple way to do also the cheapest one. Using plastic bags is a great idea but becoming worst for the future.

Recycling is easier cared for environment, it also make an economically enviable. Unfortunatelly, it is almost impossible for trillion plastic bags to be recycled. Burning plastic bags results the pollution in air and the toxic ash. Burying plastic bags destroys the soil content. Discarding plastic bags also pollute our rivers and oceans. At present, there  are no technological method or resources available to decrease and recycle the undegradable litter unfortunately.

Reducing the use of plastic bags is more than just a good idea. Moreover, it can do with having a reusable, washable and durable cloth bags and take them with you when you go shopping. We should reuse our plastic bags and do not try to make it ripped. Let us cut the used of plastic bags for helping the environtment and loving our planet. 

Analitical Exposition

Is Having Girlfriend/Boyfriend  Good for Teenagers?

At present, it is common if teenagers have a special relationship. They do love each other, care each other, and act like in couple. In different way, every teenager is undergoing the same case in relationship also the same condition especially physical and mental. Although relationship is concerned with feeling, it is better to look at the logical view.

Teenager is the period that human confuse with theirself. It makes an unstable condition in everything even relationship. Instead of adult, teenagers is more difficult to be understood. They do not know which is right or wrong, bad or good, white or black, etc. This is a dangerous system in life. Their physical and mental development change rapidly moreover their mood. So, this case makes them difficult for deciding something in this period. When they had a broken line, their mental will be made a wager. They can do the stupid thing easily. Hurting each other for example.

As we know, special relationship is an interpersonal relationship of romantic feelings that involves physical or emotional intimacy, also sexual attraction between  people such as  liking and loving. In relationship, they feel need for belonging also need to be cared for. The dangerous thing is whether in relationship, teenagers give full of their heart with a gambling situation. It is not good for their mental development as if  get a broken heart. For their psicho, love is good but not in  that situation. In teenagers relationship, otherwise, they have to be ready to go or stop in hurt or do thing that is none of teenagers business.

Eventhough do special relationship for teenagers is  good for motivating themselves or even destroying, it will be bad if the relation is over. It is difficult to maintain the relation in teenagers. So, we have to deciding whether having relationship is good for teenagers or not. 

Chitters

Chiters

Entah Proudly atau Sadly, gue mengakui kalo gue Chiters. Apa itu chiters? Buat kalian yang ngga tau aku kasih tau deh, padahal aku aja barusan tau istilahnya dari  iseng2 analisis2 artikel. hahaha Oke Chiters itu sebutan bagi Haters nya Cherrybelle. Nah! Itu gue. Gue salah satunya.

Tersebutlah dulu gue suka banget sama cherrybelle. Mereka cantik2, unyu2, kecuali Felly. Felly di video klip kayak bocah. Maksa banget. Suaranya juga nggaenak didenger, kayak dibuat2 diimut2in. Aku suka Anisa dama Ryn. Cantik :D Apalagi gaya2 berpakaian mereka unyu2 gituu deh... pita2 pink2 ungu2  renda2 kan aku banget tuh :3

Petaka itu datang ketika aku lagi nonton TV dan ngerasa bosen banget sama FTV yang itu2 aja. FTV merusak otak kita. Otak jomblo tepatnya. Iseng aku random channelnya dan mantengin AnTV. Disitu aku senyum2 sendiri terus kaget terus  pengen nabokin TV. Ada apakah gerangan?

Yak! Ada acara Chibi Chibi Burger. Gue awalnya seneng deh liat mereka unyu2 gitu. Lama2 kok ada yang janggal. Mereka IDIOT. Waktu itu mereka ceritanya lagi mentasin drama Bawang Merah Bawang Putih, Anisa jadi bawang putih. Tapi -_- kelakuan mereka ngelebihin anak balita. Gue langsung inget, Anisa kelahiran 91 dan otomatis umurnya lebih dari 20 tahun. Begitu pula yang lain. What The FUCK. Gue kecewa. Gue depresi. Akhirnya gue sadar dan gue illfeel. Gue matiin TV.

Itu adalah hari dimana gue sadar bahwa gue selama ini salah. Gue selalu seneng liat Cherrybelle di TV walaupun gue tau, mereka lebih sering lipsync tapi gue ngerti. Dan mulai saat itu gue gak suka. Gue jijik. Childish mereka ngga manusiawi. Mereka satu spesies kayak Felly.

Satu lagi pas gue lagi nonton acara favorite gue, infotainment. Tiba2 ngebahas backstage nya CherryBelle pas mau manggung di Pati. Kelakuan mereka.. Naudzubillah. Bukannya ngegemesin tapi malah bikin illfeel. Satu dua childish wajar. Tapi ini semuanya. Mereka pasti NGGA NORMAL. Tapi gue ngga memungkiri kok kalo mereka cantik. Miris lagi pas itu anggota yang Devi dan Wenda masih eksis dan berusia 24 tahun. Gile aje -_-

Hal lain yang gue bikin kesel itu mereka ikut2an SNSD! Semua tau gue gila SNSD. Jessica, Hyoon A, Tae cyeon, So Yoong, Yuri, Tiffany, Hwo Young, Sunny

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkk pokoknya itu. Jadi kesimpulannya kenapa gue Chiters:

1. Hampir selalu Lipsync
2. Over Childish
3. Plagiat SNSD

Cherrybelle

SNSD

Tiga alasan sudah cukup untuk meruntuhkan rasa suka -_-

1. Lipsync

Dapat diterima penyanyi melakukan lipsync dengan beberapa alasan yaitu ...... namun sangat tidak wajar jika hampir 97% penampilannya lipsync. Di China bahkan menyanyi dengan metode lipsinc dilarang karena dianggap sebagai salah satu tindakan kriminal yaitu penipuan. Wajar kalo girlband asal China kurang tenar. Jika di Korea Selatan, bagi penggila Korea pasti tahu jika untuk menjadi seorang artis di Korsel merupakan hal yang sangat sulit. Sekolah tinggi art and music dan training di waktu yang sangat lama menghasilkan artis yang kemampuannya tidak diragukan lagi. Karena sulitnya, penghargaan mereka sebagai artis dan komitmen yang sangat kuat pun dihasilkan. Hampir semua artis di Korea Selatan menikah setelah usia 35 tahun. Hwo Yoong SNSD menjadi Trainer selama 7 tahun sebelum masuk menjadi anggota SNSD. Jika di Indonesia kebanyakan penyanyi atau artis diambil dari kompetisi-kompetisi instan, tidak bagi Korea Selatan. Maka dari itu, kemampuan sangat dihormati daripada penampilan. Penampilan bisa diperbaiki dengan operasi plastik sedangkan bakat dan kemampuan tidak dapat dibeli oleh uang.

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Hidup itu absurd,
Benarkah? Iya mungkin.
Masihkah ada kata mungkin? Iya ? Tidak?
Serba resah. Bimbang.
Tanya harap. Mengapa.
Menanti dengan cemas.
aku mampu,
Ya. Pasti.
Bukan lagi untaian kata. Kerlingan mata bak mesin penjawab.
Iya. Aku bebas.
Aku lepas.
Aku padaMu...

aku menyukaimu

dan aku begitu merindukanmu..

senyummu yang membisu dalam diam.

aku begitu menyukainya.

tak hanya apa yang ada padamu,

apa yang akan kau lakukan ku suka. sangat,

aku buta akan cacatmu.

iya aku menyukaimu,

kau mengaburkan segala logikaku.

logikaku kelu terhadapmu,

haha

aku menyukaimu sungguh menyukaimu

aku merindukanmu

kukatakan karena aku benar merindukanmu

senyummu menutup mataku sekaligus membukanya

menutup ku terhadap senyuman lain

membukanya untukmu bahkan hanya kamu

karena aku

begitu menyukaimu..... 

sudahlah,

aku menyukaimu. 

19 Agustus 2013

Organisasi (intro,1,2,3)

Haaaaaalo :D

Long time no see huh?

You must be missing me.

Kalian2 pasti sering denger namanya organisasi kan ya? Sebenernya apa sih organisasi itu?

No no no, aku nggak bakal ngebahas soal definisi “organisasi” ato mengkritisi organisasi itu sendiri. Oke? This is my blog, not wikipedia or selmapedia. So, aku mau bahas soal organisasi2 yang pernah menggentayangi hidupku 19 tahun 0 bulan 2 hari ini. Wow -_-

Menurut penelitian, orang yang berorganisasi itu punya nilai sosial yang tinggi, kerjasama dan kreatifitas yang tinggi pula.

Sekarang semenjak dewasa aku jadi ngerti, orang pinter ngga selalu bahagia. Trust me. Orang pinter mengikuti form, punya ikatan tersendiri dengan buku2 dan materi, creativeless. I guess.. kalo IP sempurna jadi karyawan aja, kan pinter menjalankan aturan yang telah ditetapkan :D

Sementara orang kreatif selalu berusaha keluar dari zona aman dengan mengikuti apa yang dianggapnya asyik. Gue ngga bilang kalo orang yang sok asik itu kreatif, yaa pokoknya gitu deh. Maka, gue membuat perubahan besar dengan sedikit meninggalkan kebiasaan kutu buku gue dengan ikut jadi anak nongkrong. Nongkrong dikamar maen monopoli.

Ngga. Ya minimal gue yang sekarang jadi lebih aktif bersosialisasi sama temen2 deh. Setelah gue sadar, waktu sama temen itu bisa berakhir dengan cepat dan takkan terulang. Temen jaman smp misalnya, atau sebelum ditemukannya mesin waktu. Tapi semua bakal beda! Gue bakal tau siapa yang naroh permen karet di rambut gue ato si opik yang bakal ngadu domba gue sama nela. Ahh .. it is worst..

Fine, itu sedikit tentang kenapa gue bisa sadar. Sekarang kita ulas habis organisasi-organisasi yang pernah gue jabanin termasuk bibit2nya.