Rabu, 28 Januari 2015

2014


It is almost the end of 2014. Such a wonderful year. I can’t  be more thankful after all. Hoped it would be better on the next. You know I have no resolution to welcome the new year. At least I just want to make it as a gift. Actually I don’t wanna expect to much so I am not falling. It was very hurtful. Humankind.
The first of all, i made it for looking back and realizing that I am blessed. Moreover, I just keep it on. As others, hope it will be better and better on the next. Having work and getting great achievement. This is a letter for you God, who know you’ll read my blog. It includes my prayer as someone said that it could be anything. Even saying something reckless it can be happened if there’s an angel heard.
God, as usual I don’t have any resolution or targets. But, I keep my hope. I want to be better next days. Better and better. Yours are better.
I am so sorry I made so many mistakes. I was not a good girl enough. I was rude sometimes, I was stubborn, I was dead beat, I was profligate, I was heart breaker. However, I know that You love me so much.
Thank you.
All I could remember are:
1.       My GPA increased. It found out that I had so many activities. Not only two or three or four but lots in one time.
2.       I’ve been working at International Office of Semarang State University
3.       I became the head of first commision of DPMKM Unnes which concerned at Foreign Affairs, Home Affairs, and Communication Information. You know I am good at this.
4.       I beat PKS on public. LoL.
5.       I brought my team to Constitution Court, House of Representation of Indonesia, Kick Andy Show, and IPB with low budget but high service.
6.       Having a precious time and chance to survey Semarang State University Bidik Misi Scholarship and UKT appeal survey. It was georgeous time to be thankful and keep in spunky.
7.       Given chance to go studying in Brunei Darussalam. I found very precious things on there.
8.       I had a chance presenting  my university’s slide on Brunei.
9.       Still having chance to join our annual social activity although I was in different country.
10.   At farewell party, I sang some songs. One of them is Dangdut. OMG. I did it.
11.   Then I got my teacher practice on SMP N 1 Magelang, the national best JHS.
12.   I was stubborn, but my PPL’s friends were so crazy nice.
13.   Got a chance to be one of Language Ambassador finalist, province level. I am not good enough in Javanese, It would not be never forgetten when I was on Papika Unnes faculty’s selection the previous year, I was failed on Javanese. Wonderful I was passing the oral test in Language Ambassador. Despite I didn’t win. It was almost. And, better.
14.   I was doing my next project on farewell party on teacher practician of Magelang 1 state JHS on time successful. Making sad funny screepy short movie.
15.   Having time to be speaker on several times in different area. Politics, technology, and leadership.
16.   Got local KKN nearby my home. Of course, my KKN’s team were so incredible. Thank you Tlogo.
17.   Success brought in goal 9 proposals of 15.
18.   All loves gone and come. You’re tremendous.
19.   Having one tutor as well I got my final projects’ plan earlier. You know I prepared it from my fourth semester.  Hope it could be nice in time.
20.   Closing the 2014 to be one of volunteer in Banjarnegara landslide victims. I spent three amazing days on there.

These are a bit of Your Grace. I just want to remember and keep writing. Therefore, I was easy-giving up person. Life is ups and downs. Regardless I should take it. Biting the time was killing me. One day I thought I wanna be adult quickly, but now little by little I know. It was worst.
I am up. It has to be.
I keep looking for the destiny what I am. Fighting for those I love.  I am not lucky, I am fighter!
Good bye 2014. You was so nice. Always remembering what you did, may 2015 will be super an better. Make it fly, make self fly.


28 December 2014

Rabu, 14 Januari 2015

Rhyme 1




When the sun rises, I hope you’ll be here. Being the first I see and say good morning to. It turns around in my head again and again minutes by minutes. I couldn’t fight it anymore. Unfortunately, I am not patient enough to wait and see what next. Welcoming something we can’t hold on is very difficult to deal with. Come.. And I will give you my roses.
The sweet smelling will bring you. I do not fix it. Just telling you, It won’t be overly scented. The perfume does not invite you in. As well the rain adorns the wall. The wind puts you over here. Come... We’ll make a move.
Anything happens in a while. We’re going to fight it up. Making all of story everlasting. I don’t mind working on weekends. It types during breathing. Grasp my hand. We take a deep together. Should we know about the weather?
Someone said, waiting is bored. Sure! I got it. Even waiting for you. That’s why, you have to pay it. Expensive! Very costly!
Your woman is not a bitch which causing you use your savings up. Just make a payment a simply life. Loving, caring, fighting, and opening days. Marking calender until the expiration date. The sun rises and shines over here. Behind you. Embracing. Under the promise.
Come... We blossom.


12 January 2014