Dying

It seems like you change. Yes people change. I miss us. Why this shit happens to us? Why. Why it is so far when your friends still can get in this island? Why? And why do you change? I used to know the ones whom I call my other half treat me like the other too. Who always keep connecting to me as soon as possible whether busy as hell. I ever thought that long distance relationship wont be this bad. Since you start to ignore me or change me as your not priority. Damn it. Youre my first thing I can think everyday. I can do anything without seeing ur name in my handphone. I am sad to see people just post if their missing people like theyre the most. I hate to see people fallin in love and together and happy. I hate to see it. I hate myself. You say you miss me? Oh really? I hope so. I am dying.