Forgetting when I wrote this down -_-

Hello my blog my best friend ever

I wanna tell you about my line, my best line maybe. Haha I wish I had one more happiness.. more and more. You know that I started my life with a sadness. It was a dark prior times ever. Thankful for God blessed us to make me and my family stronger. As you know, I have a better life. Better point of view to do something.

Many other thought that those period was so hard. I considered different, without  this pain I would not to be like this. I would not being a wonder girl, I guessed. So I would like to say big thanks for my grandparents from my mother, my sister of them, their children, and so on.

In my life, I perceived having just some family. My father’s parents, and grandmother’s of my mom. Not at all. I am not trust everyone. Yet I am a positive thinker. Life is always realistic. You had a past, you must be better. You dont need believing everyone had hurted you. They act a good attitude? You have to trustme. It is bullshit. A pretty bullshit.

I forgive them, that doesnt mean I forgot everything. I behave good with them, just not respect. I dont believe in a big quantity.

That is why, I always try to forget every past memories. In my deepest said that every past is pain. So if I wanna be happy, I have to remove all of em. Sadly.

I grew up in the great loving family. My charming dad, my wonder mother, and sure my cute twinbrother. I devoted myself to be their pride. I promise. They are awesome. I want to stay be sweet child of them ever after. I will be missing the way my dad and my mom give me more care when I don’t wanna eat anymore. I will be missing when my brother look after his beautiful sister. Haha what a tremendous perioud. I will cry loudly someday, or scream instead.

If you forced me to tell about my past, I can’t do anymore. I dont wanna be crying whatsoever. I am used to be a tough like a rock. I believe if you asked the rock which water make him fragile, the rock will kill the water as soon as possible.

That is true if sadness had a big influence to the degree of life quality. Human never be happpy ever after. It has been written and said. When will I die, I born, I laugh, I cry. It is decided.

It is being connected to be the basic of life, anyway. Haha

God prepares my best life. My superbright future. The Fabulous Destiny is gonna be with me. Sad or Happy, it is subjective where you get the point ;D

Thank you my Lord.